i guess i am still upset by it.
but never mind, DD will be alright soon.

2008 is coming.
make your new year resolution and i hope everyone to be happy and healthy!






DD is not okay. is disappointed. is upset.
no, is utterly upset.
:(

*screams*


Sparkling night.
:)



me,liane,peiyin,ah heng and lishi,taian and sitong,starstar II, Sitong friend.


me,peiyin,liane,taian & sitong, sitong friend.

haha, though i am scared of sparkles(i also don't know for what reason) but i do play in the past okay?

yesterday spend my christmas at home.
maybe it's the time to Sing lonely lonely christmas, merry merry christmas.haha.
not because no one ask me out, but i am lazy to go out.
haha.

but i feel quite happy staying at home and mug for my accounting assignment even though up till now, i can't figure where i did wrongly. boo-ness. i dislike cashflow statement lah.

:(

tomorrow shopping!
yes.

till then.





alright. i am back after my afternoon sleep.
therefore, this is my second post. i wonder whether is there any third post of the day.
:)

anyway, let me see what i did for the past 2 days.

alright, on Saturday afternoon, there tuition and of course, the surprise event[Sitong surprise birthday party] that i think everyone is keeping their lips and mouth shut.
but of course, i was late.
took cab down to Serangoon interchange. change bus 158, but alas, i alighted at the wrong stop.
and i don't know when the next bus is going to come, so i walk out of the bus stop to the main road. but then i choose to turn left instead of right.
and i walk and walk till i saw Maris Stella High, i was eh, did i walk the right way.
and somemore it was raining, and never mind about the rain, the road was so quiet though.
it was throughly scary.
and walk back to the place. and then walk to the i think is the correct bus stop, before giving my friend a call saying i reach the place.
a friend came and fetch me from the bus stop, but i miss out the most important part of the celebration?but nvm lah.haha
eat and play zhong ji mi ma.
use this opportunity to finish the satays!
haha. and we played heart attack and the sparkle.
and off we[liane,peiyin and me] talk to star star. but wait, i think liane did most of the talking.
photo-taking, monopoly,and sudoku[for Tai An] and off we went to sleep at about 4.30am.

Then yesterday, i reach home at 1.45pm after the stayover, i went to bath for a nice 45 mins and i didn't dare to sleep cause i scared i wouldn't wake up on time.
when i was about to leave the house at 6pm. it was raining heavily.
:(
lucky dad was fetching uncle to Sengkang, therefore i get a free ride to Sengkang before taking the NEL down to clarke quay and met the rest.
Went to Safra town club THE ARK and watch sitong performance.
home sweet home after that, thanks to Yongfa ride home.as he have to fetch 4 people[2 live in the east, the other 2 at the west] and sorry(x3) for the winnie the pooh falling into the ground!haha.
reach home at 12am plus. change and off to the bed for a 9 hour plus sleep!

alright, off i go now again!



i am more energetic already. after sleeping for 9 hours.

:)

alright, off i go now.


whew. i have eaten don't know how many bowls of Tangyuan.

haha.
and my leg still ache. haha

yesterday went to Orchard in the afternoon.
shop and i didn't buy anything!
:(
is either i control myself too well.
if not,is nothing suits me. but that's impossible! haha.

then after that, i went to Tampines Mall and meet Grace,Xuejing,Felicia,Tingting and Yafang.
for dinner at Crystal Jade.
there were laughter,talking and gossiping.
but i think it's either i am too tired, or i am just lazy to talk.or i don't know what to talk about. haha. when i am more nosy, then i will talk more, but i think i talk more, people get irritated more. haha.
therefore, i kept quiet all the way.no lah, i did still talk lah.but most of the time, i am quiet.no i was quiet.reach home and hit the bed.
and i know why i am not being my usual self. i still got some weird thinkings going through my head thinking of an explaination.
hahaha.

later tuition, and the surprise event.
oh yes, surprise event.

till then.
:)


Tomorrow can eat TangYuan.
:)

yeah!


it's the holidays!

when Macroecons ended last night, you never see wrongly, yes, night.
it ended at 9pm, was suppose to end at 10, but since there's a test(which is not compulsory), we went off. haha.
but alas, we think luck wasn't with us.
while we boarded the Mrt, and it just stuck in between at Dover and the next Stop, BV.
:(
we were like huh?
and it says will be delayed for 15mins. but it's more than that. in the end. i think i reach home at 11.20pm.
from 9plus i finished school, took the Mrt at about 9.25pm?
i guess that's the longest Mrt ride i have ever taken.

but at least i did reached home.

:)
and i shall vow to study as much as i could during the holidays.

不想懂得-张韶涵

当世界 不知不觉的变了
有时候 我怀念以前的我
作的梦 虽然远远的
想像是 一种快乐
拥有了 同时也失去什么
而眷恋 原来会带来软弱
你让我在无力承受
心开始曲折

我不想舍得 不想懂得
是谁惹谁 言不由衷
说谎伤害 都是不安犯的错
怕抱不紧什么
我不想舍得 不想懂得
谁说割爱 才更深刻
彼此依赖 是爱不是负荷
互相照顾就是 幸福的

当世界 不知不觉的变了
有时候 我怀念以前的我
作的梦 虽然远远的
想像是 一种快乐
拥有了 同时也失去什么
而眷恋 原来会带来软弱
你让我在无力承受
心开始曲折

我不想舍得 不想懂得
是谁惹谁 言不由衷
说谎伤害 都是不安犯的错
怕抱不紧什么
我不想舍得 不想懂得
谁说割爱 才更深刻
彼此依赖 是爱不是负荷
能握着手就是 感动的
我愿意 一秒钟放弃全宇宙
只在只有我们紧靠着的小星球

我不想舍得 不想懂得
是谁惹谁 言不由衷
说谎伤害 都是不安犯的错
怕抱不紧什么
我多不舍得 多不懂得
谁说割爱 才更深刻
彼此依赖 是爱不是负荷
能握着手就是 感动的
是谁惹谁 言不由衷
说谎伤害 都是不安犯的错
怕抱不紧什么
我多不舍得 多不懂得
谁说割爱 才更深刻
彼此依赖 是爱不是负荷
能握着手就是 感动的

like this song.
:)

and guess what, i have been promoted.
come and ask me, and i might tell you.

i can't wait for Monday(hopefully) to meet Carol, Wanhui and Yihui, before one flies off to Hong Kong and one flies off to Taiwan for their Holidays!
and left this lonely DD in Singapore. haha.

Anyway, to my friends.

Liwen- Going to Gold Coast with her bf tomorrow.
XiuXia- Going to Bangkok with her family on Saturday.
Rosemarie and Carol- Going to Hong Kong with their family next Tuesday(Christmas).
Wanhui- Going to Taiwan with her Sister.

enjoy yourself okay!

alright, i am tired.

shopping tomorrow.
dinner tomorrow.
and i miss him. boo-ness.

till then.





im freaking piss off just now
but i am alright now.
:)
because of someone sms-es.

today's a long day from8.30am-5 plus pm in school.


19 of December-
12pm-10pm for school.
PBF test, Macroecons test.
what a stupid day.
and long day.
:(

tomorrow class till 5pm.

awww.
:(


i hurt my back.
don't tell me my nightmare is coming to haunt me again like last year before chinese new year and this year during May.
:(

off to school for CF and PBF.

ciaos!


if not for liane who have sung it for don't know how many times during that day to kbox, the next day when i go again, i wouldn't have select this song to sing.

一秒钟的永远-Kelly

每个人的心中都有一个小的梦
像蜻蜓点在微微涟漪水中
涟漪往往只会泛起短短一秒钟
却让人怀念了好久好久
在我们的爱情中
总是太多风波
忘记他才能安然度过
是悔后的拥抱虽短感动却很久
就在爱情离开了我那么久以后
我还清晰记得在你怀中模糊感受
是一秒钟却永远了
虽然许多爱的可能在门外经过
为什么我还深锁自己无动于衷
是一秒钟的天长地久深深包围我
是一秒钟却成为了永远

the lyrics is really super nice.
and i really like the 2 line i highlight in bold.
makes me pondering when i hear the song.

sometimes love ain't meant to be what it suppose to be anyway.
i guess in everyone's heart, there'll always be someone that they hope to be with.
but sometimes i wonder why some are just so being ignorance.
don't know what i talking about.
but then to one of my friend, don't keep walking in big circle already, he's already there. :)

seriously, stars award on Sunday was touching, and i feel tears welling up my eyes and cried when i watched.

what else?
i got money to spend on my cny clothes already. haha
and i have yet to spend my capitaland voucher as one of my birthday gift.
taka voucher too.
and i got a spa/facial voucher haven use also. haven really got time to make an appointment.

and i have drink too many bubble tea resulting in my stomach aching in the night.
boo-ness.

and p/s. i miss his smile. :(


i am super tired.
oh god. i better start revising my PBF.
crap, and i think i wouldn't be able to pass my FTT unless lucks falls on me.

anyway, yesterday, i got a great day.
星光帮 hold their PK competition at IMM yesterday afternoon.
after school, i cab down to Jurong East Mrt station to meet chin yee because mine ez-link is zero-value. arghh.

and i manage to see all the performance with the rest[especially to Peiyin] and credits to peiyin for her camera for the pics.
林宥嘉, 周定纬, 潘裕文 & 许仁杰
林宥嘉 is super cute lahh. ok fine. stop it.i can't remember when was the last time i am so crazy that i can queue and stand for hours and forgot all about lunch or meals
but hey hey, i am really someone who eats a little at each meal, but can easily get hungry and eats like 7 meals a day.
that's why my house is full of chocs and my favourite potato chips etc.
so don't be surprise by my sudden buying of food if you got out with me.
haha.



after which is campus reporter finals :) at IMM, where all the cheering starts.
the way the whistle was blow by the supporters can really go deaf.
we went to have dinner which was unfortunately the dish came with my unfavourite- 豆芽。
boo-ness.
went back to Pasir Ris by taking Mrt to Yishun before taking 39 back.
went downtown before going back home.



reached home and watch television before retreating to my bed.
feel so shag and i guess i am really old compare to friends who have not turn 20 yet.
boo-ness.

and we witness the sweeteness of ah heng and lishi together.
they were practically stuck like super glue.
and we got fun time teasing them.
i didn't got a shock when peiyin told me the news over msn and ask whether i heard about them, but my 第六感 told me something was up with both of them on Tuesday night.
and facebook and friendster support the news of their change in status so yeah. congrats to the both of them.
happy for both of you. :D
must celebrate and treat everyone of us to good meals! haha
but then yesterday when we knew he didn't sent lishi,who was sick, back home, liane was angry.
and we tease liane and yf
but since i promise not to do it again, i will promise not to do it.
oops.

Christmas is coming.
and memories is back to my mind.
craps.

till then.





boo-ness.
it's raining.
:(

i hate to go to school when it rains.
because it simply means. you can sleep in such a comfy weather!

and please.
some people. don't irritate me by your EQ level ok?
everyone have a certain level of EQ. don't abuse neither mine nor yours.
wake up!

awww. im rather piss off.
but oh well. off to school soon!
till then.


i promise to study. study and study.
but when i reach home after tuition, after flipping a couple of pages for CF.
then i knock out.
:(

awww. when can i start studying?
with 21st coming up for the december babies. i doubt i have time.
but it's only once in a lifetime, so it's the only time when u feel you have grown and you realise so many things around you,you got to know.that whatever decision you have make ultimately whatever is the consequences you got to bear it.
haha i am glad my parents give me great freedom..but i promise that i wouldn't turn into a rotten apple.haha

anyway, i promise to do my PBF tutorial tonight.
yes tonight.
i know tomorrow there's 2 lectures,but it beats on the 19 of Dec i have 3. class from 12pm-10pm. with 30mins break after 3 hours.
but i guess i would also blank out at CF lecture tomorrow.
ewwww.

whatever it is. i promise to study soon.
as in real soon.
:)

till then.

DeDuan / DD
23, LPS, CSS, TP, SIM, 23/08/1986
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